time.
karma.
self.

i regret..

the moment the clock turned 8:01 i immediately regretted not going. i probably still could've made it but i was still convinced auditioning wasn't the right thing to do.  and it was just taunting me today when the songs played on the radio a billllllion times. EFF. i shouldn't have been swayed so easily. i should've listened to the other side. well, i guess now i know who really understands me and who doesn't. i should've done what i wanted. oh well, im not letting this go to waste. i'll come back...

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man.. mom's know best. seriously ALL THE TIME. how do they know? weiiird. ahh now i have a feeling that if last night i went up to my mom and opened up & explained everything to her she would've let me gone to common ground try outs. asdbf;isda;lkj oh well. lesson learned. until next time

i am soooo sore from common ground's workshop. wow, how pathetic. im not used to pulling my body in all those lyrical moves. anyways, thanks rap & anne for coming out :] i love you. seriously, if you hadn't been there.. you know i would've left in 10 minutes.

oldie but a goodie

always make it in the end<333

look at this sweet hawk i drew. and i set it as the background of our mun credentials. they turned out pretttyyyyy damn sweet i must say

BITCH-GA TIME!  
[why am i so happy to post this..]

JON's: (i wrote it for him)

d u s t yy m e i: "Dear xanga. today i got a hair cut and it looks like SHIT! AGHH AGH AGH AGHH i hate it. the fucking guy at the salon fucking cut the back of my mo-hawk off! when i specifically told him NOT TO! what a fucking idiot. now i have a ugly wanna-be short ass mo-hawk like those fucking whtie boy jocks at my school. and by the time mine grows out again, which will be in FOUR FUCKING MONTHS! the jocks will have nice full on mullets and im going to be the LOSER BOY with the half-ass one. agghhhh gan gan gan gan gan. i cant wait 4 months for my hair to grow out! fuckkkkkk. fuck fuck fuck fuck. and why do people fucking bid SO HIGH on bape stuff? fucking tards. seriously, are they stupid? they start the bid soo  high so it just KEEPS GETTING HIGHER. dumbshits. gan!! gan gan gan gan gan! i want it so baddd hehhh hehh agh agh agh"

MINE: (he wrote it for me)

x i WaNt PhO x: "LA LA LA LA LA LA  I'M HAPPY HAHAHA-----*gets serious* .....................i think you're supposed to eat the sauce with the meat why isn't anyone eating the sauce with the meat huh?  *does freeze*
x i WaNt PhO x: *BAMMM*"

FRIDAY was just abt one of the worst mornings/days ever. just summing it up: was woken up at 5am, couldnt make my coffee, neon green spray paint all over my backpack, had to dress like a cowgirl, 5 books to school for no reason, raped by quiz in civics.

BUT i went to lunch with my love and michelle. havent seen him in about 2 months?? then rap and i went to spectrum, hollister & urban. AS ALWAYS, i swear when are we ever going to do something new? haha. had SATs and then the hello dance. pretty fun, but nothing compared to ASB camp dances.. stayed at school for an hour after putting away the floor.. roarr

SATURDAY. i had to go to SAT classes way in the morning, then left early so i could go to KABA KIDS try outs.. how disappointing, i couldn't audition. so i just sat outside watching :[ made me sooo sad, especially since i learned the dance just by watching it outside.

went to the banquet. where panda danced. highlight of my life seriously. this COG had ann, lillian and i give him our info for this miss taiwan pageant thing? ::GAGG:: and he took pics of me w/o me knowing. creep. then jon took lillian and me to go put up ben's bday pres. and went to tehren.. it was SO GOOOD to see all my taiwan friends again. missed you guys like CRAZY [they say im crazy.. i really dont care. thats my perogative] rachel- i finally dont have withdrawals of you anymore.

partners in crime, gangsters in disguise

all patched up.

wheatpasting is cool. hao ci ji oh!